Sometimes

I feel

Unloved.

Even though

I know

You love me.

I hate it.

sayang laa dieeee <3

sayang laa dieeee <3

Hallo Hallo. Back to update my tumblr. Been quite busy lately. Since schools are having holiday, i get myself busy by working and spent time with girlfriend. and since i worked in the evening shift, while baby worked at night shift. its difficult to meet her. the only thing is she came to my place after her work then im off to work. I know it sucks, but well have to endure it. Monday starting school, and yesterday training was awesome. 1hour left to break fast, got to know, having menses. cheat my feelings. huhu.
And today, i stayed at home the whole day. baby&#8217;s fault for sleeping the whole day. ergh&#160;! and tmr working 6pm to 2am. not free okayy, tkmo ajak saye lepak. huhu. and exams are around the corner, and my book is still in the locker, awesome or what. huhu.
saye syg girlfriend sayeyg kecik, yg masyam, yg irritating, yg ego, yg cranky, smuenyerrrr. she&#8217;s been treating me differently,as in more loving, sweet, and cute at most.and she never failed to be there for me.twenty-six= 5months.i miss sleeping with you at night )):carik la keje yg morning shift syg, atau tkya keje k. hehe. k abai. i love mehlittlegirl &lt;3

Hallo Hallo. Back to update my tumblr. Been quite busy lately. Since schools are having holiday, i get myself busy by working and spent time with girlfriend. and since i worked in the evening shift, while baby worked at night shift. its difficult to meet her. the only thing is she came to my place after her work then im off to work. I know it sucks, but well have to endure it. Monday starting school, and yesterday training was awesome. 1hour left to break fast, got to know, having menses. cheat my feelings. huhu.

And today, i stayed at home the whole day. baby’s fault for sleeping the whole day. ergh ! and tmr working 6pm to 2am. not free okayy, tkmo ajak saye lepak. huhu. and exams are around the corner, and my book is still in the locker, awesome or what. huhu.

saye syg girlfriend saye
yg kecik, yg masyam, yg irritating, yg ego, yg cranky, smuenyerrrr.
she’s been treating me differently,
as in more loving, sweet, and cute at most.
and she never failed to be there for me.
twenty-six= 5months.
i miss sleeping with you at night )):
carik la keje yg morning shift syg, atau tkya keje k. hehe.
k abai. i love mehlittlegirl <3

i love my girlfriend ; NUR UMAIRA OSMAN.
4months and still counting.
she’s so special, i adore her.
pretty, pretty, pretty girlfriend.
won’t neglect you and..
i try my best to spent time with you
i’ll never ever let you go, i promise.
i love you and only you.

no more fighting pls. i want the sweet/sexy you.
and yes, something about you is so addictive.

twenty six, that special/awesome day. <3 

 

hello hello im back and its almost 4am, and im not in bed yet. i just can&#8217;t sleep since the whole day been spending time with baby at home. ((:
Baby is asleep, pity her as she&#8217;s having cramps on her tummy and i hope she gets better once she&#8217;s awake. I love her every single day. Its so wonderful to have her around. My life seems so different now. and i thank you for having me in your life. you bring joy,love,romance,everything. everything is just too perfect. All i ever wanted was to be with you everyday, and lets go through thick and thin together. Remember, there&#8217;s always a solution to solve everything. I love you Maira. ((:
4months. &lt;3

hello hello im back and its almost 4am, and im not in bed yet. i just can’t sleep since the whole day been spending time with baby at home. ((:

Baby is asleep, pity her as she’s having cramps on her tummy and i hope she gets better once she’s awake. I love her every single day. Its so wonderful to have her around. My life seems so different now. and i thank you for having me in your life. you bring joy,love,romance,everything. everything is just too perfect. All i ever wanted was to be with you everyday, and lets go through thick and thin together. Remember, there’s always a solution to solve everything. I love you Maira. ((:

4months. <3

"When you miss me, just look up into the night sky and remember: I’m like a star, sometimes you can’t see me but I’m always there"
Atlast, trainings and tournaments are over. A good well done to ITE West for winning champion this year. And i&#8217;ve made a lot of friends here and there. To the two seniors; Khalya and Nina, it&#8217;s been so much pleasure knowing you guys. You both have been guiding me alot. No matter what happen, i still love you guys. Let others talk about us, they just jealous. :D 
Girlfriend and I?? I got nothing to say. We have been fighting for the past few days. And do i changed? You turn 18 also, you changed alot. So, say people, say yourself ((: Just let the rumours spread, i dun care who you want to trust. But what i knew, i got limits. :D
made my mind.

Atlast, trainings and tournaments are over. A good well done to ITE West for winning champion this year. And i’ve made a lot of friends here and there. To the two seniors; Khalya and Nina, it’s been so much pleasure knowing you guys. You both have been guiding me alot. No matter what happen, i still love you guys. Let others talk about us, they just jealous. :D 

Girlfriend and I?? I got nothing to say. We have been fighting for the past few days. And do i changed? You turn 18 also, you changed alot. So, say people, say yourself ((: Just let the rumours spread, i dun care who you want to trust. But what i knew, i got limits. :D

made my mind.

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